Undeniably Magic

He said, “I love you with all my heart”. I responded, “I love you more”. He replied “Allegedly”. This is where it all began. The love I thought I knew. A love I thought I couldn’t live without but somehow am still living. In love with giving so much of ourselves. Should I have questioned all the trust I gave? Should I have questioned the alleged love I was receiving? Absolutely. I don’t believe in wishing different for past situations because if I know anything, it is that you cannot change the past. You literally can’t so it becomes a moot point to think about the what if’s and what could have been. I know that is easier said than done though.

I wanted to once again start a blog as writing is my passion. I recently went through a situation in my life that I truly was unsure how I would get out of. To be honest, I am still working through the emotions and trying to live through it. At times, this is extremely difficult. Other times, I am extremely grateful for what I have and the ability to be able to pause and take a breath. This time around though, I am doing this blog for me. I’m not doing it in hopes it will be successful or that it will even be viewed rather I am doing it because it is what I enjoy in my heart of hearts. I know in times of triumph, I have sought out similar situations online because it is my belief that at the end of the day, we just want to feel like we aren’t alone. We want to know that someone can relate to what we are feeling in those moments of despair. Perhaps we want to know what their outcome was in hopes that we can shift from a negative mindset to a positive mindset during our times of healing.

I would love nothing more than to be the light in what can feel like such a dark place. I am not a professional adviser and/or therapist. I am just someone who writes from the heart. I find my mind bogged up so much at times that I’ve felt like my writing would be too chaotic to publish. I got to a point that every time I tried, I would soon “give up” because I couldn’t figure out how to create a more “structured” blog. I kept reading about “niches” and I swear that word alone gives me anxiety. Truth be told, I don’t know what my niche would be. I don’t feel like I write about “specific” things. I just write.

At the end of the day, I feel like I have a higher purpose as everyone does but I have not be living my true potential. Instead, I find I put myself last as I just want others to feel and do better. I feel drawn to helping people. I would love to help motivate other people who feel similar to how I feel while being able to truly express myself.

I hope if you stumble across my blog that you enjoy reading my content. I’ve been through so much in my 31 years on this planet and sometimes looking back, it shocks me. I hope to spread kindness, love and light through this journey.

Sincerely,

Yours Truly